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Wednesday, July 16, 2003

   
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | things that my mind plays with me or what is out there
02 | dying and finding out that there is no afterlife.
03 | "some people"

THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | my family 02 | kerstin and sabrina 03|my "boys"

THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | my friends.
02 | My family
03 | fashion

THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | people who i consider stupid
02 | people that talk about boy or relationships way too much and are show off
03 | my laziness

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | my family
02 | boys and girls
03 | myself

THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | talking to a good friend of mine
02 | listening to music
03 | thinking what should i write

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | have a famous clothing line
02 | go on a roadtrip when I graduate
03 | marry my dream husband and have that life I have always wanted with a lot of kids ... less than five.

THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | sew
02 | shop with out spending a lot of money
03 | act like a mother

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | multiple personalities
02 | confuseing
03 | lost

THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | be the person that i and my family want's me to be
02 | sleep before 11pm
03 | extreme sports


THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | my colection of "roting" music
02 | to the wise words from your family
03 | true silence

THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | bad music
02 | the annoying voices in your head that you claim isn't your true self...
03 | my science teacher from 7th grade but more on smell

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | "Fuck"
02 | "hehe"
03 | "ok ok

THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | home cooked flip. meals
02 | turkey sandwich
03 | cheese cake

THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | how to speak: French German tagalog
02 | web page designing
03 | how to sew and create clothing better

THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | water
02 | ice tea
03 | Chacolat brownie mocha frap

THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | wonder years
02 | Barney
03 | happy days

RANDOM QUESTIONS...
01 | -confused- yes
02 | have you ever been in love: Yes. If what I felt is love
03 | Do you think you are pretty: I don't like being called pretty. Expecaly from the guys.

DESCRIBE YOUR:
[ x ] Wallet- navy blue, silver stars, safety pins
[ x ] Hairbrush- Hello kitty, baby blue,Fench
[ x ] Toothbrush- blue
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily- three silver bangles, one black rubber bracelet (the others broken), guess watch, hellokitty bracelet that looks like skull heads (i love it) Silver necklace that my friend gave me and a black beaded chain necklace with gold safety pin and rusted lock.
[ x ] Pillow cover - white Lacey pillows.
[ x ] Blanket - shaded of the ocean in stripe.
[ x ] Coffee cup - clear dark blue, glass, has a logo of some casino
[ x ] sunglasses - I don't have one unless you count my fake emo glasses
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - moon light path
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - a mix cd
[ x ] Tattoos - not yet...
[ x ] Piercing - yes on my body
[ x ] What you are wearing now - my pink chinchilla print pj pants and gray shirt
[ x ] In my mouth - uhhh...water.
[ x ] In my head - *blank*
[ x ] Wishing - for something better
[ x ] After this - trying to have a conversation with a good friend
[ x ] Fetishes - vampires, hair, some pain and cuts, clothing

if you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what? i don't feel like killing at the moment
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - my friends
[ x ] Is next to you - nobody
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - Gangs of new york, cruel intentions
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to - to hang out with my friends
[ x ] The last thing you ate - spaghetti
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - life and death
[ x ] Do you like candles - yes...but my mom doesn't like me to have burning candles in my room so i have instant and she doesn't like me burning them since my room smells like an old man...
[ x ] Do you like incense - yes
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - it depends who it's coming from.
[ x ] Do you believe in love - Yes.
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - no
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in God - yes
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - barried near my families grave.
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - yes!
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - quarters
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candies - snickers, chocolate raisins,
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - each other
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - my family and the world... everything
[ x ] Who is someone that you really wish was still around - heh i don't want to say
posted by katarina 1:34 AM


 
I find scares beautiful. It tells you the some of the history on a person's body. At times I find it attractive and unattractive. I have my share of scares with really bad stories and I have my share of scares of bad but turned out good scares. hum ... but lately I have been noticing I have over ten cut this week. I dono how I got them. I have been getting mysterious cuts around my body for the past six months. did I make it with my razor sharp nails? *shrugs* I am kind of worried about it ... eh.
posted by katarina 12:46 AM


Saturday, July 12, 2003

   
I dono i can eat the stupid pill and look stupid but i eat shit everyday. i dono idono
posted by katarina 12:33 AM


 
i dono.... (rolls eyes)
posted by katarina 12:29 AM


Saturday, June 28, 2003

   
Throw the prince away! NOW! that I what I have to keep in my head. Now throw him away. 1) he doesn't like you in that loving way. 2) Its the eye liner another thing that makes you easy. ER. well banish him from this side of your mind. You knew him for sometime and know that you guys weren't even ment to be good friends. Ahh. *shakes head in disapointment* poor kitty. stay in your dreams........
posted by katarina 2:33 PM


Thursday, June 26, 2003

   
humm female emotion... its crazy . juss hours ago i was enjoying my time with my girls. juss a few mins ago something happend and i dono i guess there is a lil comunication problem. and now since some guy who i know im me i am happy. and i know latter on ill there will be hell when i releases an emotion i shouldn't.
posted by jade 9:41 PM


Tuesday, June 24, 2003

   
Today is a nice summer day, Not too hot but cool. It juss makes you want to go outside. I want to go to the beach and go people watching. To walk on its dusty paths and look and listen to the ocean. To sit along the cliff and watch the sun go down. I always wanted to write about a trip to the beach or something like that. but its a thought.
posted by jade 4:49 PM


Monday, June 23, 2003

   
what i feel at the moment:
1) judged. I know its a human instint or some thing but I shouldn't feel like that around certain people. I have a fear of people who is punk/rock/goth. I fear that the will jugd me and find the true me. But that is Am i myself? Am i Kathleen? Am i trying to be someone else. How do i know if i am me? Who am I. Why do i have this fear. Why do i care about how they think about me. I am juss asking for this part of puberty to be over all ready. At times i hate myself. I don't like myself. I feel that i am not awake. I am not me. Happy or sad i don't feel right. Why do i have this feeling. I lie. I lie to myself. I lie to my best friends. I juss want this to be over. I juss want to beconfortable in my own skin.
posted by katarina 12:35 AM


Sunday, June 22, 2003

   
Miroku_Soul_Mate
Your soul mate is Miroku. He's tall, dark, and
definitely handsome, so not a bad choice at
all. True, he may have wandering hands and
eyes...and yes, he is a little overly
flirtatious...but that's not really so bad, is
it? You know why? Cuz when push comes to
shove, he's totally loyal and endlessly brave.
He'll sweep you off your feet and (after he's
copped a feel or two and asked you to bear his
child) carry you away into a dreamy world for
just the two of you. And hey, if he acts up,
just whomp him upside the head with a giant
boomerang a few times. He'll get the picture.
^_~


Who's Your Inuyasha Soul Mate? (for girls)
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HEHEHe jumps for joy
posted by katarina 11:13 PM


 

Your soul mate is George Weasley! Some like them
hot, with a great in-school criminal record and
a great sense of humor! You dig the bad boys,
my friend. Yes!


The Ultimate Harry Potter soul mate quiz! (male and female students!)
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its so cute

posted by katarina 10:22 PM


 
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